当你一放手，我们不再认识…

当时的队长已经不在了…一起奋斗一起努力一起加油的伙伴的兄弟的家人已经不在了…之前对你的信任彻底破灭我只能说但是的我，太天真真的相信你还是那温暖的队长不是残酷的wyf。 希望你一切安好我还是无法支持无法祝福…不是发自内心的祝福你也不需要了… 只愿你健健康康就好……

You weren't part of my plan, but you made your presence in my plan. You took over my life and made a mess out of it. You took control over the past three years  but you never stayed. I never let you stayed. You were the colours the fun the joy that never meant to be mine, forever. You made me lost in my tracks, fumbled at my choices, coward into my shelters. I'm too afraid that if I took you up again, would I fall into despair into self doubt into uncertainties. It was too much for me to gamble on. It was too much to sacrifice. But some where deep down, there's a place for you. If only I have the courage, if only I have the dream. But you were all in all, the passion hidden in me.